"Could it be then that the Latins are actually Orthodox with a heretic doctrine? Were does thinking such as this come from? What if a car thief "borrowed" your car, would you call the police or tell yourself, "well, he may come back". No you would not - you would call the police immediatly. So we see people are very willing to throw their spiritual pearls away to the swine but never for a moment would they think to do so with their earthly pearls."
The Latin church has been declared anathema by the Church, which is much different than the juridictional squabling we have in Orthodoxy at times. Has this officially been done by any of the traditional jurisdictions towards the Antiochian or Greek Archdioceses? Maybe, but not by ROCOR, which is the only traditional jurisdiction of which I have any knowledge.
Does the light of God's presence shift from a bishopric as soon as someone with heterodox ideas is enthroned, leaving those under him without grace? Then if a worthy successor is chosen does the light of God's countenance return? Must we as Christ's sheep jump fences looking for a worthy bishop? I am no authority, but how could this be? If an entire jurisdiction falls into serious error when does grace leave? Are Christ's flock safe until such time as the Church declares anathema against this jurisdiction and declares it to be in schism? These are questions for which I honestly have no answer.
I want to approach any decision with caution, not because I value man's opinion, but because if a spirit of division overtakes me, am I not then truly torn from Christ's hand and fold? Christ's patience and mercy are unending, but my patience for the folly of my hierarchs is short.
Why did throngs of holy monastics take up life in the desert after the end of the persecutions? Did they begin to see a laxity and carelessness in the faith of many in the cities? Surely there were innumerable challenges at that time, but did schism occur? Not that I'm aware of, it seems that the holy men and women, chosen by God left the cities to seek the angelic life, and by doing so fed the Church with the fruit of their labors in what must have been a very challenging time of transition. I see our current struggle the product of growing pains, a wider presence of Orthodoxy in the west, and an indication of our time.
Sabbas, I have been in the Antiochian Archdiocese for 10 years this Holy Saturday, and although I dislike some clearly modernist actions of the jurisdiction I do not doubt their grace. It is good to be aware of these problems so you are not personally swept away by them, but the most important thing for you to do now is try to gain the mind of the Church, that is to say the mind of Christ. If you are coming from a heterodox Chrisitan background you will see that it takes time to change your thoughts and heart from your former error to Orthodoxy. My advice as a laymen, who really has nothing to offer as credentials, is to learn to be obedient to Christ, not getting swept up in these politics. They have stolen the faith of many, I'm afraid. If it is in your power consider a ROCOR parish now before you are received, but if there is not one in your area, proceed with your catecumenate in the Antiochian parish you attend. This is my opinion, but pray and seek the advice of wiser men. I can't take reponsibility for leading anyone, but if this advice resonates with you take it.
Basil