Tom:
I agree with you ....the more I contemplate this thread the more I begin to realize that I,too, do not have what is necessary to be a martyr. It is for this reason that I believe so few are called. It frankly bothers me when someone brazenly makes the comment "to the death", for me it shows a lack of understanding of self. One can only hope that we would be given the strength necessary if called upon to witness to our faith. For myself, I pray that God use me in other ways for I am most doubtful of my strength. No one can really say what they will do when faced with a difficult choice. One can only hope.
Milla