Some Orthodox people, and people in general, will say and do anything they possibly can to avoid apologies and humbling onesself. Some can never admit to being wrong. In their prideful state they think they can do no wrong. This is all related to pride. They think that if they say something, it therefore MUST be the right thing to say because ''THEY" said it. They will say anything except "forgive me," "I apologize," or "Im sorry."
It reminds me of my brother. He can't humble himself to apologize for things in the past. In stead he says he wishes he could have done things differently. It takes humility to ask for forgiveness and apologize to people. But the virtue of humility is virtually non existant in the world today.
With that said, I officially apologize to Joasia and everyone here for my argumentative spirit. Let there be peace. I am angry at the state of the churches and the state of my own soul. I am angry because I am under great spiritual warfare and I never receive any consolation from above. It gets discouraging. But I will never stop.
I apologize for my sins. I am the chief of sinners and have no right to judge people.
