As far as I see it, I compare the actions of the hierarchs and clergy to what Christ taught. Does a synod uphold the Orthodox tradition? Does a synod teach heretical concepts?
Then I look at the individual synods and their hierarchs. What are their goals? What are their intentions?
At this point, I become quite disappointed.
Yes, I am not happy with ROCOR's move towards a union with the MP. Then again, I am not running off to one of the schismatic groups...I have found that their intentions are driven by personal ego.
The Pat. of Constantinople is obviously ecumenist and wants so desperately to unite with the pope. That's a big no-no. St. Mark of Ephesus is all the source I need for that.
The old calendarist Greeks do have a ligitamate stance, but dealing with ignorant priests and fanatic laity is out of the question, for me.
The only group I haven't been involved with is the catacomb churches. They are very secretive and protective.
I think there will be a great metamorphisis in the next 5 years. Things will be very different then and perhaps the choice will be easier to make because the gap will be much more clearer. Right now, it's too close to tell.
Joanna