Please remember me in your prayers, and ask God for help, as I am being forced by my work to attend a pagan blessing ceremony on Sunday next week. (I had hoped if it was God's will to partake of Holy Communion and was beginning to prepare for it).
My supervisor asked this morning if I could go, and I said no as I would be at Church, and I couldn't attend a pagan rite, but the person above my supervisor (my own uncle) said I have to as everyone else has done things on the weekend for work before and it is my turn. (He is not religous).
What it is, is the opening of some stonefields(which my company was involved in restoring), or something like that, and there will be a Maori blessing which will involve all kinds of pagan 'gods' etc, asking their 'blessing' and thanksgiving.
I feel sick to the stomach at the thought of it all - I feel that on top of the not going to Church on Sunday, attending a ceremony that includes pagan rites and rituals is adding insult to injury and I feel I would be committing blasphemy.
I really don't know what to do about it all. As it is, we don't have a regular Priest, and one visits now and then from Australia, and he is here at the moment (for one month), so there are only a few opportunities for us to have Liturgies.
I will have a talk with our Priest and ask what to do, but I feel like I have been stabbed through the heart.
Please pray about this, and that all will work out for the best.
George