Hey Everyone,
I haven't been here in a while, but I just need to talk about something that really bothers me. If you don't know me, I'm in the midst of taking classes in Orthodoxy at my ROCOR church. I'm still Catholic, and it's a huge emotional and spiritual fight to decide what I'm going to do, but I am drawing increasingly closer to Orthodoxy.
For some reason, I go absoulutely crazy whenever I hear about missionary efforts in conversion in Russia. I just read an (out of date) article http://www.samford.edu/groups/global/ew ... w09301.htm
I started to send off a furious email, but I was so freaked out, I accidently deleted it.
I'm going to try to explain what troubles me so greatly. Russia has suffered so much. Many people on this group are young, and how can we, American-born, even conceive what life under Stalin was like? Now, Communism has been defeated, and Russia's recovery is an immense challenge. How can American missionarys have the supreme arrogance to insinuate that the revival of the Orthodox Church is somehow "inferior" to Evangelicalism, Mormonism, or whatever else? I realize that Catholic missionary efforts are in the same category. In our modern world, we guard against "paternalism", showing a "patronizing" attitude towards other cultures, why then is Russia exempt from these considerations??? Whoever wrote this article, seems to think that Orthodoxy suffers from being irrelevent, but then, the truth is always under attack! A Russian women at church told me how the last 80 years were the work of the devil, and the renewed faith among the Russian people is a true miracle. I have told my students; "if you want to understand history, think of Vladimir Putin, the classical KGB operative, standing in the cathedral as the Czar and his family were canonized." If you are a cynic, you can think "yes, the changing tides fo history..." If you belive though, imagine, children, taken to a basement, shot and beaten with rifle butts, and finally, exalted for their faith. It is a comfort for anyone who has ever suffered an injustice.
I'm so troubled by missionary efforts that I will not buy from Light and Life because they sell books by Protestant fundamentalists (who get royalties, tithe to their church, and possibly support missionary work in Russia.) Same reason I hate (sorry, dislike) that "Modest Female Apparel" site, since they are supplied by Fundementalist, evengelical, whatever, vendors! Don't buy a scarf from people who want to put an end to Orthodoxy in Russia!! Buy directly from Russia. At least it helps to strengthen a vulnerable economy.
Well, end to my rant. Now I'm tired!!