I guess for me it a bit more than that. Ever since my search for Truth I have been alienated (as has my fiancee) from anyone who we were friends with or were any ways close to. We have been out there on our own through this entire ordeal and it has done much for us in the way of learning to be independant and fend for ourselves. Throughout this ordear we have also done a great ammount of searching and with that comes the realization that in order to find the Church you may have to go a little out of your way. It is never just ass easy as "Oh, I am next door to the church I will just walk down the street around the corner and I am there". My whole life the churches I attended were "out of the way". Even beofre Orthodoxy when I as growing up, its been a recurrent cycle of searching equal distance equals destination. I have been raised I guess to go search out the Church, not because I love the distance and the travels, but because it is the True Church. That is why I make the trip and the sacrifice. Because if I didn't then I would not have the Faith to know that what I was doing is right.
Yes, there is a "Matthew-ite" church 2 hrs from me, there is a Byzantine Church right down the street, there is a GOA church 25 mins from me and there is an Antiochian Church 40 mins from me. All very accessible physically, but spiritually, "O so close but yet O so far".
Being a Christian is about sacrifice, it is about making the long trip rather than cutting through the woods. THAT is the essence of what Orthodoxy is. It is about knowing that no matter how far you have to go to get to where you need to be, when you get there it was all worth the time and effort. And the effort was made because it is what was required ot show both strength faith and fortitude.
Ok, I am done ranting lol
Juvenaly