maximus wrote:Lord, have mercy,
I ask for your prayers for me. I am ashamed of my sins, which are numerous and I am ashamed to name them specifically. But they are numerous and severe - please pray for me. These sins are destroying me. They are killing me. Please.
Thank you so much.
Please do not be ashamed to mention your sins to Christ and your Spiritual Father.
Lord have mercy.
My husband and I are praying the Canon (Paracleisis) to the Theotokos every night.
Our Lady Theotokos has always been "quick to hear."
Below is the concluding prayer from the online Canon to the Theotokos
http://www.myriobiblos.gr/texts/english ... k/main.htm
Prayer to the Most Holy Mother of God
(adapted from Jordanville, 1986)
Accept from us thine unworthy servants, O all-powerful, immaculate, Sovereign Lady, Mother of God, these honorable gifts, which can be offered only to thee, who art the one chosen out of all generations, and who hast become higher than all creation, heavenly and earthly. For through thee the Lord of Powers was with us, and through thee we came to know the Son of God, and were granted His holy Body and most pure Blood. Therefore thou art blessed by all generations, the Favorite of God, more radiant than the Cherubim, and more honorable than the Seraphim. And now, O all-hymned, most holy Mother of God, cease not to pray for us, thy unworthy servants, that we may be delivered from every snare of the subtle one, and from all besetting sins, and preserve us unharmed from every poisonous temptation of the devil. Help us, save us, and protect us through thy prayers, O Lady Theotokos, so that we may persevere and remain uncondemned. For thy great help, we send up glory, praise, thanksgiving and adoration to the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, now and ever, and to the ages of ages. Amen.
Through the prayers of our holy Fathers, Lord Jesus Christ our God, have mercy on us. Amen.