Tom
I know that you're looking from it at a different angle than myself. I still believe in the Orthodox saints. They did God's will, but the hierarchs these days are following their own pride and that's what upsets me. They're causing confusion. But, I can understand how someone who would be searching for the truth would consider the Orthodox faith just as fallen as all the other Christian religions.
I have my specific view of the Orthodox saints and my heart trusts in them, without question, but the stuff going on in all the Orthodox jurisdictions is not right.