Perhaps it is of note to say that forgiveness comes in different forms...? Maybe you think your friend has not forgiven you for one reason or another when they have, and are already praying for you. People do not always come forward about who they forgive and such, and maybe it would be better for you to focus inward instead of outward. I too have often been caught in the trap of what others think, feel, need etc and it really does wear you down. This is a time where it is crucial for you to work on you. Is what you are bothering yourself going to benefit your soul? Your soul comes first right now. Faith invested in Gods will is the only thing that can see you through. God has a plan for all of us. we dont always think we will like it but nontheless, he gives us what we need, and in time it becomes what we appreciate. Take care of yourself and hang in there. God Bless.