AN OPEN LETTER TO ABP GREGORY - September 1, 2005
Dear Abp. Gregory,
On August 31, 2005, you, Abp Gregory, posted "Defending Abp. Gregory" to Paradosis under the name of 'Shafik Tadros,' stating:
"Nathaniel[Kapner] is a convert from Judaism, whom I think never really converted."
I know that it was you, Abp. Gregory, who wrote this, and not your parishioner, Shafik Savva Tadros.
I lived at your Dormition Skete monastery for almost 2 years, and on many occasions saw you dictating a Paradosis-posting, to priest-monk Fr. George in his office, and sending it under Shafik Tadros' name.
Shafik Tadros is a parishioner of your priest Fr. John Claypool, who is a Paradosis member. I hope that Fr. John publicly rebukes you before the Paradosis members, so as to remove the guilt you have laid upon the head of Shafik, whose soul, Fr. John is directly responsible for, but will ultimately be required of you.
And why would you also bring sin and guilt upon the head of Fr. George, having him type in the above mentioned posting, "yes this is me Shafik typing."I assure you, one and all, that this is
Savvas typing?"
But I now assure all the Parodosis members, whom you call schismatics and heretics, that it was Fr George typing at your dictation.
And can Fr. George really with a clear conscience submit to an Episcopal ordination you have planned for him with Met Angelos of the Lamians this October, knowing that he is a willing-party to your falsehoods? Does monastic 'obedience, I would ask you and Fr. George, super- cede and preempt God's own commandments?
You wrote, Abp Gregory, in this week's Dormition Skete Sermon which Vladimir Moss sent to me:
Announcement:
"We regret to announce that our Brother Nathaniel is no longer a novice at Dormition Skete.
"We should all never loose sight of the fact that the monastic life is the highest Christian mode of conduct and that very few people are capable of enduring the hardships that are involved."
I responded to all of your parishioners (whats left of them):
"Why don't you tell them all, Abp Gregory, that you justified your priest-monk Fr Peter Wheeler in calling the Police on me and my subsequent Jailing, and that is why I left?
Is this type of 'monatic life' at Dormition Skete -'the highest Christian mode of calling?' "
Are you afraid of the Truth, Abp Gregory - because it will reveal your "deeds as evil?"
Don't you know, Abp. Gregory, that it is a sin to tell a lie?"
And why must you continue to bring more anguish upon my soul through your lies, by stating in your posting yesterday:
"Nathaniel is a convert from Judaism, whom I think never really converted."
You know that at my baptism in 2003 under you, (after being baptized with the OCA in 1988, and chrismated with HOCNA in 1991), that I read, before Fr Dionysios McGowan's parish and my Godfather, Sbn. Jerjis Alajaji, a 3 page letter denouncing Judaism. You were the one who requested me to do so.
And are you now denying the grace of the Holy Spirit in the sanctifying Baptismal waters? This is blasphemy against the Holy Spirit.
No, Abp. Gregory, I have put on Christ, and to suffer now for Him owing to your slanders of me, is my gain.
I lived with you at Dormtion Skete for almost 2 years. I gave everything to you. I cooked all of your favorite Syrian dishes. I did your laundry. And over a 2 year period, gave to you over $20,000. I did all of this and more, because I truly believed you were a servant of the Orthodox Church. Would an unconverted Jew do this? My last check to you was dated June 14, 2005 for $1400, right before you left for Greece to have Fr George secretly ordained by Met Angelos of the Lamians. When you deposited that check this past June, was I then an "un-converted Jew?"
When you came back from Greece on July 5th, instead of rebuking Fr Peter, you blamed me, saying, "It was your fault that Father Peter called the Police." "You should have returned FP's prostration." "The State of Colorado put you in Jail, not Father Peter." "You arrested yourself, Nathaniel" "You have just as much blood on your hands as Father Peter if not more, Nathaniel." And like a broken record, "You are a disobedient novice, Nathaniel."
And when you issued your shameless PROTOCOL #62905 against me on July 11, 05, making over 30 Counter-Charges against me in response to my request for an Ecclesiastical Court, you dealt a deep wounding into my soul that I wonder if will ever heal.
My blood has fallen to the ground, Abp Gregory at your hands. I am a broken and wounded man, Abp Gregory. I am a broken and wounded man.
Mournfully,
Sub Deacon Nathaniel Kapner