Theodora Elizabeth:
Welcome to the forum-- I know many of the struggles you are talking about. No easy route there.
Here is an absolutely crazy off the wall idea-- get a CD player and start listening to foreign language CD's at work-- anything by Pimsleur is the best. Pick a language that sounds interesting-- or one that is spoken in orthodox parishes (i.e. Greek, Russian, Arabic, etc) and go for it.
--Chris