I sent this letter to a priest who never responded to the fast concern I sent him several days ago:
Evlogeite,
I had a medical/psychological issue several days ago regarding the fast. I explained how my brain needs protein. These fasts are killing me. Everytime I turn around we are fasting. I have blood type "O." A nutritionist told me that this blood type requires more protein then other types. When I don't get enough protein my depression, stress and anxiety intensifies. I almost had to be hospitalized last Lent. I feel faint in public, etc.
I am concerned you didn't show any concern for this. I don't live in a monastery where they cook healthy and balanced meals. Nor do I have a wife who cooks. I do the best I can.
I don't have a spiritual father. According to your position, everyone is apostate -- atleast around me. I am standing alone here and I'm going crazy because I have no support.
I am the final product of your ecclesiastical positions. I am the logical conclusion.
I can't even go to church because there are no valid churches within a several hundred mile radius. I have not communed since the first half of 2006.
P.S (not part of e-mail) On December 31st I landed in a mental clinic. I have been having brief crying episodes. My brain is starving for protein. These fasts are killing me. I don't even normally talk this much but something is very wrong with me right now. I am very angry, stressed and depressed right now. I am SO glad we only have one more day of this nighmare!
This is part of the reason I feel these fasts are man-made. Because whoever designed them didn't know a darn thing about nutrition and blood types.
They push lots and lots of wine -- catering to alcoholics and alcoholism
They push lots and lots of fish --known to contain mercury and other cancer causing compounds. Why not Turkey? Are the trying to kill us?
I went to my local store, when fish was allowed, looked at the tuna and sardine section, and they had a disclaimer posted there on the cancer causing compounds of fish.
I don't blame my problems entirely on the fasts. I have certain problems with depression, anxiety and obsessive compulsive disorder. Its just that these fasts intensify my depression, stress and anxiety. You have NO idea how horrible these fasts are for me. I receive no spiritual or physical benefit from them at all.