Jean-Serge wrote:
The problem is not with Saint Ignatius but with yourself. Sain Ignatius's warning about sensations and feelings is confirmed by Saint John of the Ladder... and all the Fathers in general...
This is more reason why I need to leave Orthodoxy, because I followed these negative teachings too long and my psychological health has deteriorated over the years, because it's a "sin" to be happy in Orthodoxy. I was taught as an Orthodox Christian to repress all joyful and good thoughts, and to only focus on everything negative and depressing. This can lead to mental illness.
This is also part of the delusional thinking we see among contemporary Orthodox who think their leaders can do no wrong or make mistakes, and it is the same error Christ encountered with the religious leaders of His own day -- the pharisees. It's the mentality that the "leaders" can do no wrong. Ignatius was not infallible. He was a sinful man.
So you prefer a person to be depressed, gloomy, un-happy, negative, and despondent? Those aren't delusions, of course. Only good things are delusions, right?
I agree we need to avoid certain sensations. I am talking about what the New Testament calls fruits of the Holy Spirit:
JOY
PEACE
LOVE
FAITH, etc. [Gal.22-23].
Ignatius' teachings lead to an inevitable un-healthy state of mind where a person is not allowed to think positively, or be joyful about anything. If we followed his teaching to it's logical conclusion, it can lead to mental illness, and possibly sadistic psychopathy like Ignatius himself.
My psychological health is where it is today because I listened to people like you in Orthodoxy for too long. According to Ignatius and other "Orthodox" people, joy, happiness, peace, love, etc are all delusions and sins. God wants us to be miserable.
This is very spiritually and mentally un-healthy. It borders on cultic thought and mind control and is very dangerous.
I need to get out of here. I apologize if I have ever sinned against anyone here in anyway.