OrthodoxLearner wrote: How can you not consider the Monophysites heretics, other then one of them is your friend? They dont believe that Christ was human, cant get any blantly heretical.
Every time I attend the Divine Liturgy at my parish, Nektarios, I sing this hymn:
I will exalt You, O my Lord, the King, the Only-begotten Son and the Word of the heavenly Father, Who, by Your nature, are immortal. You accepted, by Your grace, and came down for the life and salvation of mankind, and did become incarnate of the holy, glorious and pure Virgin, Mother of God, Mary. Who without change did become a man and was crucified for us. O Christ our God, Who by Your death trampled our death and destroyed it. You Who are One of the Holy Trinity, and are worshiped and glorified in unity with Your Father and Your Holy Spirit, have compassion on us all.
Doubtless you are familiar with this hymn, perhaps in a different English translation. We have been singing this hymn not for ten, twenty, or thirty years, but for centuries. Do you think people can sing this hymn generation after generation and believe that Christ wasn't human? Then again, what do I know? I'm not Orthodox. How could I really know anything about what we believe?
The fact that you don't have a troubled conscience being an Antiochian and a "traditionalist Orthodox" only means, with all due respect, that you are not thinking about the facts. For all the disagreements I have with people on this board regarding this topic, at least many of those I've spoken to are consistent. Your current situation is inconsistent.