As some of you may have known, I recently made some comments on the Orthodox Indiana list that were, shall we say, not comments you normally hear coming out of someone's mouth. (for those who didn't see it, nothing vulgar or anything of that sort, just perhaps a bit too "extreme" for some). Anyway, there are apparently more people lurking on that list than I thought, because I now have multiple people from my past emailing me about my post. This is not the way I had envisioned certain discussions beginning. Please pray for me that I don't do more damage as I try to explain why I said what I said. I had planned on taking a few months to collect my thoughts and figure out which way would be best as far as an explanation of what I'm thinking, but apparently I don't have the luxury of waiting now.